step into another world..

Welcome….. I always wrote this word in my rangoli, which I draw during diwali. I m again writing the word "welcome” this time not for greeting guest and prosperity in my house but for inviting myself to step up in the new kind of world, where only work is worshiped nothing else. This is my first Diwali without new dress, without gulab Jamun, without the enthusiasm of celebrating a festival like diwali and without seeing a single person of my family. I had never celebrated diwali without scolding of my mom but this diwali it was something more embarrassing happened, I entered in the real world where I always want to be, but actually not. Without seeing the love in mamma's eyes, without collecting the money from elders, without making sweets for guest, without going out with friends.....I have long list without those still I m breathing ,and “prana” is left my body but I start realizing something oh!! My god, "I m not a child,I m 21 year old". Now, I start try to understand meaning of the word "responsibility”. Its very heavy word and I think a person weigh 50 kg can't bear this, so finally I decide to first start thinking on "TECHNIQUE TO INCREASE MY WEIGHT".