Hame darna tha .........

Safed kapado me lipti wo suli par latak rahi thi

jisase hame darna tha

Cham cham payal hamare pero par wo baja rahi thi

jisase hame darna tha

Mera hath thame mout ke kue me wo le ja raha tha

jisase hame darna tha

Kale pardo ke piche chupe the wo daravne chehare

jisase hame darna tha

Kali kabar ke kisi kone me soyi thi wo zinda lash

jisase hame darna tha

Andheri gufa ki uchayi par lataka tha wo khokhla sharir

jisase hame darna tha

Kono ke parado me cheekh rahi thi wo anjan awaze

jisase hame darna tha

Dararo aur surakho se jhoor rahi thi wo chamkati aankhe

jisase hame darna tha

Badi bhayawah lagani thi wo andheri gufa ki deeware

jisase hame darna tha

Khilkhila rahe the apne ander kahi chupe us dar par

jisase hame darna tha

Gam muskarata hai!

Kuch nahi jo daba hai antar man me

na kuch jo chupa neele gagan me

Bahata pani nahi gata meetha geet

Panchi bhi nahi sunate koi sangeet

Bas ek hi dhun mann gungunata hai

Bulbulo si ud jati hai khushi zindagi me

Gam hi hai jo lamba thhahar jata hai

Ek ye hi saccha dost hai banaya hai

Jab me rou rota hai gao to gata hai

Nukkad ki Bhel aur pani-puri khata hai

New style jeans dekh, man lalachata hai

Khidaki ke sahare chadata hai chat par

Upar pahuchkar khari khoti sunata hai

Chehra mera Murjhaya dekhkar kilkhilata hai

Aur halki si hansi mere hoto par le aata hai

Na jane kyon duniya roti hai gam aane par

Wo to har pal mere sath muskarata hai

Der se..

Kahi chat thi, Deewaroo dar the kahi, mila mujhe ghar ka pata der se

Diya to bhut Zindagi ne mujhe, par jo bhi diya wo diya der se

Hua na koi kam mamul se, Gujare shabo-roj kuch is tarah

Kabhi chand nikal galat wakt par kabhi ghar me suraj uga der se

Kahi ruk gaye rah me be-sabab, kahi wakt se pahale ghir aayi shab

Hue band darwaje khul khul ke sab, jaha bhi gaya me gaya der se

Yah sab ittifakat ka khel hai, yahi hai judai yahi mail hai

Hum mud mud ke dekha kiya door tak , bani wo khamoshi sada der se

Saja din bhi, roshan hui rat bhi, bhare jam lahrai barsat bhi

Rahe sath kuch aise halat bhi, jo hona tha jaldi hua der se

Bhatakati rahi yu hi har bandagi mili nahi mujhe koi roshni

Chupa tha kahi bhid me aadmi, hua mujhme roshan khuda der se

(courtesy Nida Fazli)

in{irfan}form

To,
My Inspiration (IRFAN)
Happy New Year! I know it’s too late but my new year has started by today [11 Jan]. Last year taught me a lot but i missed my soal that is you. On jan 1 i tried to tell this to you but "Kalam Ne Chalne Se Inkar kar diya!". My pen starts blacking the white papers of my diary by yesterday only when i was looking in your eyes before going to bed. I was missing one thing terribly after coming to B'lore talking to you on papers .You must felt like i talked to you when only I need you. If you are still thinking that I am selfish than I cant do much only want to tell you something which I couldn't told you on new year.
1.Feb to April, April to June and August to this Jan it’s a different journey all together. Wherever I have been you were with me all the way. I never show like i need you but whenever I came to you with my problems Khali hath nahi lotna pada.
2. What compel me to write still I don’t know but I believe you didn’t mind when I shared my cheers and tears with you.
3.The journey from Ad-world to Forth estate was not that easy but because I had you I travelled it without fear i know if you said there is no harm to go in media thr can't be any.
4.You struggle a lot in last few months and I was pretty busy in some crap. Orkuting, G-mailing and some stupid stuff which was not at all go towards my GOAL but i was doing that all. Wasn’t talking to you. My Apology!
5.I was told to chop so many things I didn't chop any but I cut some corners of my heart and edit your part almost totally Although you never left me when I came back to you on birth day u was as it is and I recognized who-ever can change in the world. I can be natural with one!
6.Have you observed the change in environment Indoor [Indore] to outdoor [B'lore] I dragged you with me here also and always blame you that things are not going right and you never complained. I know you tried ur best to make me fit here and I always told u that in my case IT TAKES TIME!!
7.31st Dec. everybody was talking about New Year resolution but I was thinking about what I have done in the year 06. For me it was not 06 I felt like I turned into 60 in 06 . it was like I am living in my old sixties.
8.While learning camera operation when I zoomed-in in some lives the sharp focus has given me only one sharp image Fake Lifestyle! I thought you are also the animal of the same world fake-world and you were not feeted in my Irfan frame so stop talking to you. I cant live without ur that image which I framed for you and I couldn’t let you feet in any other window.
9.Media is a turmoil I started doubting everybody. How and when you entered in the list "Pata hi nahi chala”. Everyone was around but I was desperately want to tell you many things. I made many attempts but the result was only blank pages of diary.
10.Finaly I decide to write you. Why I stopped and why I again start is a question contains the entire question elements Five W’s and one H but one thing I have noticed that is you were right!

I realised that “If you are in Rome Do What Romans Do!”

One full year has gone how fast and how happily (well not really). Many times I make You in problems but thanks for be my first experience of professional life. I entered in the "Kajal Kothari" by carried your sunshine with me. I will always remember the lines which we made together
Don’t think you can
Believe you can
Then you can!
Hope we will never have a hard time as we had. I assure you that 07 will not be like Seventies for us ;)
Let’s back to pavilion! We will share some important work half-half
You break the stump and I will break the news.

Yours Troublemaker

Thokar!

Lagi pahli thokar, bikhar gaye tukdo me

Ab apna hissa khud se hi chuna nahi jata

Haste the auro par sunke unke kisse

Biti jo khud par to saya pahchana nahi jata

Apne aap ko anokha samajh bethe the hum nada

Chuta hamse wo, jo kabhi choda nahi jata

Khade rahe barso barish ke intzar me

Bhul gaye registan me badal barsa nahi karta

Ab Bhi...

Barso bad jab doopahari dekhi apane aangana

Laga ab bhi aag ka gola sulagta hai

Choti-choti batooon par khil-khilati hai zindagi

Ab bhi haandi me chaval ublata hai

Chaate hai ghanghor badal dukh ke aksar

Par pyaar ka sawan ab bhi barsata hai

Gahari padi hai maa ki jhuriyaa kuch

Par chehara ab bhi chamkata hai

Salvate padti hai mathe par dooriyon se

Aansuon ka sagar ab bhi chalakta hai

Barso ho gaye hai ghar ko chode maano

Par wo ab bhi mere sath hasta hai rota hai