Wednesday, January 10, 2007

in{irfan}form




To,
My Inspiration (IRFAN)
Happy New Year! I know it’s too late but my new year has started by today [11 Jan]. Last year taught me a lot but i missed my soal that is you. On jan 1 i tried to tell this to you but "Kalam Ne Chalne Se Inkar kar diya!". My pen starts blacking the white papers of my diary by yesterday only when i was looking in your eyes before going to bed. I was missing one thing terribly after coming to B'lore talking to you on papers .You must felt like i talked to you when only I need you. If you are still thinking that I am selfish than I cant do much only want to tell you something which I couldn't told you on new year.
1.Feb to April, April to June and August to this Jan it’s a different journey all together. Wherever I have been you were with me all the way. I never show like i need you but whenever I came to you with my problems Khali hath nahi lotna pada.
2. What compel me to write still I don’t know but I believe you didn’t mind when I shared my cheers and tears with you.
3.The journey from Ad-world to Forth estate was not that easy but because I had you I travelled it without fear i know if you said there is no harm to go in media thr can't be any.
4.You struggle a lot in last few months and I was pretty busy in some crap. Orkuting, G-mailing and some stupid stuff which was not at all go towards my GOAL but i was doing that all. Wasn’t talking to you. My Apology!
5.I was told to chop so many things I didn't chop any but I cut some corners of my heart and edit your part almost totally Although you never left me when I came back to you on birth day u was as it is and I recognized who-ever can change in the world. I can be natural with one!
6.Have you observed the change in environment Indoor [Indore] to outdoor [B'lore] I dragged you with me here also and always blame you that things are not going right and you never complained. I know you tried ur best to make me fit here and I always told u that in my case IT TAKES TIME!!
7.31st Dec. everybody was talking about New Year resolution but I was thinking about what I have done in the year 06. For me it was not 06 I felt like I turned into 60 in 06 . it was like I am living in my old sixties.
8.While learning camera operation when I zoomed-in in some lives the sharp focus has given me only one sharp image Fake Lifestyle! I thought you are also the animal of the same world fake-world and you were not feeted in my Irfan frame so stop talking to you. I cant live without ur that image which I framed for you and I couldn’t let you feet in any other window.

9.Media is a turmoil I started doubting everybody. How and when you entered in the list "Pata hi nahi chala”. Everyone was around but I was desperately want to tell you many things. I made many attempts but the result was only blank pages of diary.
10.Finaly I decide to write you. Why I stopped and why I again start is a question contains the entire question elements Five W’s and one H but one thing I have noticed that is you were right!

I realised that “If you are in Rome Do What Romans Do!”

One full year has gone how fast and how happily (well not really). Many times I make You in problems but thanks for be my first experience of professional life. I entered in the "Kajal Kothari" by carried your sunshine with me. I will always remember the lines which we made together
Don’t think you can
Believe you can
Then you can!
Hope we will never have a hard time as we had. I assure you that 07 will not be like Seventies for us ;)
Let’s back to pavilion! We will share some important work half-half
You break the stump and I will break the news.
Yours Troublemaker

8 comments:

Me Thinks.. said...

I loved the last line..well, it is more than obvious that you are mad abt this guy, but this post also reveals that you are actually so close to him....

The letter idea is pretty good, I like the way you have played with words
a lot of improvement
keep it up!!!
Irfan rocks...;)

bhavna2716 said...

@ MT improvment ed this is what facts or reality ;) well thnks sabra rakne ke liye

Cosmos said...

I cant say anything bcoz it is difficult to convert imotions in words.
Image ya that is the thing one has in ones inner part of heart and this image inspires one everytime.

Great attempt to convert feelings in words.

mystupendoussalvation said...

hey!! its nice way to convey ur emotions love watever u write alot!! & now I get an idea tht how to frame & say watever u wanna say 2 that person who matters u alot hain naa!! & U R MAD abt IRFAN bhai inshala also ur DEEWANGI ROCKS TOO!!!!

Anonymous said...

soumya das
wow .....beta. good keep it up. i really luv ur writing style. its pretty good. The image dat u put is really intresting.All d best 4 ur next rockin blogs.

Sh'shank said...

Retrospect... is quite a ardous thing to do...
Nothing within would mean a vaccum...
which still means there is something which can alter the basics of physics...
Cheers
have a smashing year...

Vicky's world said...

Are tune bataya nahi ki Irfan ko itna admire karti hai, aaj pata chala ki how intense you can write.
keep going.

Ree said...

Shit...and i always thought u simply hero worshipped this dude...like we hero worship several other people. i swear i wud never be able to feel this way for any of my heroes. nope girl. hats off