wo chand !!

Kal rat chand khidki se batiya raha tha
Lakho taro ke bich tanha nazar aa raha tha

Mujhe apne sang duniya ghuma raha tha
Meri sunkar kuch apni suna raha tha

Chandani bhini bhini si barasa raha tha
Kisse kahaniya gadhe ja raha tha

Ankhon me sapne bhare ja raha tha
Lori sunakar thapakiya diye ja raha tha

Batoon batoon me fasla ghata ja raha tha
Milo door ka aasma karib aa raha tha

Achanak wo roshni mattham kiye ja raha tha
Ek nayi subah ko jindagi diye ja raha tha

Ek pal tanhai me ...

Barso chalte rah hai taptapati dhoop me,

Apana ask dekha nahi kabhi parchai me

Bulandio ko choone ka nasha tha is kadar,

Socha nahi kuch daba hai gaharai me

Patthar dil ban gaye the jamane ko dekhkar,

Ek aansoo bhi na bahaya ruswai me

Manzil ko badte kadam thame nahi kabhi,
kabhi thahare nahi ped ki tarai me

Jaldi me the ham ya waqt thahara nahi,

Bitaya nahi kabhi ek pal tanhai me

He sath khuda

Tanhaiyo ki bate karate rahe sabhi

Pahali bar ham gufatgu me shamil na the

Soch rahe the kaha chupa betha tha khuda

Ya ham hi use mahasos karne ke kabil na the

Wo to har kadam mere sath chal raha tha

Manzil thodi dor thi par raste mushkil na the

Uske bharose chal pade the anjan raho par

Kashti mudi nahi un laharo par jinke sahil na the

Andhero ko apna mukkadar samjhane lage jab

Roshani ne muskurakar kaha ham usake katil na the

He sath khuda to har jang fatah honi hai

Pa jayenge wo muka bhi, jo ab tak hasil na the

Hame darna tha .........

Safed kapado me lipti wo suli par latak rahi thi

jisase hame darna tha

Cham cham payal hamare pero par wo baja rahi thi

jisase hame darna tha

Mera hath thame mout ke kue me wo le ja raha tha

jisase hame darna tha

Kale pardo ke piche chupe the wo daravne chehare

jisase hame darna tha

Kali kabar ke kisi kone me soyi thi wo zinda lash

jisase hame darna tha

Andheri gufa ki uchayi par lataka tha wo khokhla sharir

jisase hame darna tha

Kono ke parado me cheekh rahi thi wo anjan awaze

jisase hame darna tha

Dararo aur surakho se jhoor rahi thi wo chamkati aankhe

jisase hame darna tha

Badi bhayawah lagani thi wo andheri gufa ki deeware

jisase hame darna tha

Khilkhila rahe the apne ander kahi chupe us dar par

jisase hame darna tha

Gam muskarata hai!

Kuch nahi jo daba hai antar man me

na kuch jo chupa neele gagan me

Bahata pani nahi gata meetha geet

Panchi bhi nahi sunate koi sangeet

Bas ek hi dhun mann gungunata hai

Bulbulo si ud jati hai khushi zindagi me

Gam hi hai jo lamba thhahar jata hai

Ek ye hi saccha dost hai banaya hai

Jab me rou rota hai gao to gata hai

Nukkad ki Bhel aur pani-puri khata hai

New style jeans dekh, man lalachata hai

Khidaki ke sahare chadata hai chat par

Upar pahuchkar khari khoti sunata hai

Chehra mera Murjhaya dekhkar kilkhilata hai

Aur halki si hansi mere hoto par le aata hai

Na jane kyon duniya roti hai gam aane par

Wo to har pal mere sath muskarata hai

Der se..

Kahi chat thi, Deewaroo dar the kahi, mila mujhe ghar ka pata der se

Diya to bhut Zindagi ne mujhe, par jo bhi diya wo diya der se

Hua na koi kam mamul se, Gujare shabo-roj kuch is tarah

Kabhi chand nikal galat wakt par kabhi ghar me suraj uga der se

Kahi ruk gaye rah me be-sabab, kahi wakt se pahale ghir aayi shab

Hue band darwaje khul khul ke sab, jaha bhi gaya me gaya der se

Yah sab ittifakat ka khel hai, yahi hai judai yahi mail hai

Hum mud mud ke dekha kiya door tak , bani wo khamoshi sada der se

Saja din bhi, roshan hui rat bhi, bhare jam lahrai barsat bhi

Rahe sath kuch aise halat bhi, jo hona tha jaldi hua der se

Bhatakati rahi yu hi har bandagi mili nahi mujhe koi roshni

Chupa tha kahi bhid me aadmi, hua mujhme roshan khuda der se

(courtesy Nida Fazli)

in{irfan}form

To,
My Inspiration (IRFAN)
Happy New Year! I know it’s too late but my new year has started by today [11 Jan]. Last year taught me a lot but i missed my soal that is you. On jan 1 i tried to tell this to you but "Kalam Ne Chalne Se Inkar kar diya!". My pen starts blacking the white papers of my diary by yesterday only when i was looking in your eyes before going to bed. I was missing one thing terribly after coming to B'lore talking to you on papers .You must felt like i talked to you when only I need you. If you are still thinking that I am selfish than I cant do much only want to tell you something which I couldn't told you on new year.
1.Feb to April, April to June and August to this Jan it’s a different journey all together. Wherever I have been you were with me all the way. I never show like i need you but whenever I came to you with my problems Khali hath nahi lotna pada.
2. What compel me to write still I don’t know but I believe you didn’t mind when I shared my cheers and tears with you.
3.The journey from Ad-world to Forth estate was not that easy but because I had you I travelled it without fear i know if you said there is no harm to go in media thr can't be any.
4.You struggle a lot in last few months and I was pretty busy in some crap. Orkuting, G-mailing and some stupid stuff which was not at all go towards my GOAL but i was doing that all. Wasn’t talking to you. My Apology!
5.I was told to chop so many things I didn't chop any but I cut some corners of my heart and edit your part almost totally Although you never left me when I came back to you on birth day u was as it is and I recognized who-ever can change in the world. I can be natural with one!
6.Have you observed the change in environment Indoor [Indore] to outdoor [B'lore] I dragged you with me here also and always blame you that things are not going right and you never complained. I know you tried ur best to make me fit here and I always told u that in my case IT TAKES TIME!!
7.31st Dec. everybody was talking about New Year resolution but I was thinking about what I have done in the year 06. For me it was not 06 I felt like I turned into 60 in 06 . it was like I am living in my old sixties.
8.While learning camera operation when I zoomed-in in some lives the sharp focus has given me only one sharp image Fake Lifestyle! I thought you are also the animal of the same world fake-world and you were not feeted in my Irfan frame so stop talking to you. I cant live without ur that image which I framed for you and I couldn’t let you feet in any other window.
9.Media is a turmoil I started doubting everybody. How and when you entered in the list "Pata hi nahi chala”. Everyone was around but I was desperately want to tell you many things. I made many attempts but the result was only blank pages of diary.
10.Finaly I decide to write you. Why I stopped and why I again start is a question contains the entire question elements Five W’s and one H but one thing I have noticed that is you were right!

I realised that “If you are in Rome Do What Romans Do!”

One full year has gone how fast and how happily (well not really). Many times I make You in problems but thanks for be my first experience of professional life. I entered in the "Kajal Kothari" by carried your sunshine with me. I will always remember the lines which we made together
Don’t think you can
Believe you can
Then you can!
Hope we will never have a hard time as we had. I assure you that 07 will not be like Seventies for us ;)
Let’s back to pavilion! We will share some important work half-half
You break the stump and I will break the news.

Yours Troublemaker

Thokar!

Lagi pahli thokar, bikhar gaye tukdo me

Ab apna hissa khud se hi chuna nahi jata

Haste the auro par sunke unke kisse

Biti jo khud par to saya pahchana nahi jata

Apne aap ko anokha samajh bethe the hum nada

Chuta hamse wo, jo kabhi choda nahi jata

Khade rahe barso barish ke intzar me

Bhul gaye registan me badal barsa nahi karta

Ab Bhi...

Barso bad jab doopahari dekhi apane aangana

Laga ab bhi aag ka gola sulagta hai

Choti-choti batooon par khil-khilati hai zindagi

Ab bhi haandi me chaval ublata hai

Chaate hai ghanghor badal dukh ke aksar

Par pyaar ka sawan ab bhi barsata hai

Gahari padi hai maa ki jhuriyaa kuch

Par chehara ab bhi chamkata hai

Salvate padti hai mathe par dooriyon se

Aansuon ka sagar ab bhi chalakta hai

Barso ho gaye hai ghar ko chode maano

Par wo ab bhi mere sath hasta hai rota hai

Ham Be-adab

Ghere kahdi hai rasta mushkile chahu-or

Ham jiddi hai ki phir bhi bade ja rahe hai

Deti hai sabak har ek moud par zindagi

Beshrami dekho phir galtiya kiye ja rahe hai

Wo kahti hai chale jao mout ki aagosh me

Be-adab ham un suna kiye ja rahe hai

Jante hai har khel me milani hai mat hi

Naya dav phir bhi liye ja rahe hai

Sukha pada hai samunder palako ke bhitar

Kosish me baharne ki dard piye ja rahe hai

Ugalati hai jahrila shor ye khamoshiya

hotho ko siye bas jiye ja rahe hai

ye jindagani

Adhkhuli ankhai andeka Nazara Sadke virani

Andheri subah me nikle puri karne kahani

Jhoke thandi hawa ke aur nikhri subah suhani

Batuni baithe batiyane ye ki kya piti thi nani

Coke, sharbat, Roh Afja ya phir nariyal pani

Kuchh kisse naye aur kuchh batain purani

Wo bachpan ki yadein, malgudi days ki nishani

Har din ugte suraj ke sath ek nayi pareshani

Sikh hi gaye ham jina bhag doud bahri jindgani

Apka beta?

After 25 of July today again I heard your voice, which I really didn't want to . I decided that i will never talk you. But suddenly when you picked up the phone and asked "Aur beta kaisa hai tu.." I forgot all and start talking endlessly. Why I did it? Don’t know? but I realised that i have a lot to tell you and you are ready to listen my all complains!

Hai Ram!!!!

I dissected frog and rat in my plus two classes but here is the time to dissect Ramayan, Mahabharata and Bible. The facts or the truth behind the reality whatever it is, it hits badly my belief and compel me to think before worship U (god)!
Mahabharata: Histories most cruel battle between brothers; I never thought that the author Ved Vyasa could be biased while writing it. May be we don’t know what the fact is? Fighting with brothers is karma for Arjun and the same has become sin for Duryodhana. Do we know the other side of the coin? Surya putra Karn helped Durodhana and fought against Indraputra Arjun(his real brother). Is it possible? A unsolved puzzle.
Bible: No one knows where Jesus has gone between the age of 12-30.Bible has no records but the research shows that he came to India studied in Nalanda university learn all the healing techniques and then go back to treat the people. It’s hard to believe but the research is going to prove i in few months.
Ramayana: "Oh Ramji" well! You always produce very sensational news for the media. Ayodhya to Ramchritmanas no Indian can forget the name. Last Saturday I lost the very last hope to live and immediately I question you. How can you marry Sita at the age of 5.You are my ideal you just can’t did it. Never Ever! But faith and belief can’t go easily. Apne sahi kaha tha Sita Maiya se "Aisa Kalyug Ayega" .In order to selling masala news the corps discover you as one of the best selling item on earth but I know you are looking from the sky and must wondering “KYA GHOR KALYUG HAI”.

MAUT?

Wo suni sadak wo sukhi zamin,

na jane kya isahra karte hai,

Wo sukhe ped wo khamosh diware,

kyo mujhe pukara karte hai

patto ke jhormut se jhakti hai maut

hatho ke ishare se bulati hai,

thaki beajan si ye zindagi

ab ek lamba aaram chahti hai,

jo pane ke liye nikle the ghar se

wo manjil shamshan ke raste jati hai,

patto ke jhurmut se jhakti hai maut

hatho ke ishare se bulati hai

Dogs!! hate them

When I start analyse species I came to now about a very special species of animals. They seems innocent like deer, faithful as elephant, friendly like horse but from inside they are more cunning then a crocodile, shrewd than fox and their bite is poisonous than snake's. The list of these type of animals is few but they are increasing there number day by day. Thank God u made my classmates so cute and sweet otherwise i will never start behaving like a psychologist and get to know that not only I even god repeat mistakes. My analysis will never end but I start writing my thesis on you.. allll
Bewda (nose 4 news) : I am waiting for the moment when you really start teaching us. I hope you must have brain to teach. No wonder!! that u dont know this for that first you need to use ur dirty mind.
Women obsessed (yes+'s chetoo) : Kahe Delhi waloo ka naam badnam karat ho! log relience ki free sms scheme band karawa denge.
Black rat("shree-man" cameraman) : Yeah! Some of my friend really wants you to come so that we will teach u how to handle a cam with broken hands and red blooded eyes.
And one who inspired me to write this blog. I am really very obliged to you sir you teach me a lesson for life i trust you but then you realise me that i was wrong.
It's because of you we discuss dogs and a grade animals while eating food and by passing cheats in classes. Sometimes it will goes on when me and somi discuss in night. last night we end up with the dialogue sale kutte!
and next morning a dog was waiting for me on the stairs somebody call me
? :hands up dont turn i will beat u first ans my question then i will allow u to go
me : okkk plz hold me like this for one hour its better than to attend VK's lecture.
? : Idiot now ans my question
me : for that first u need to ask que.
? : Oh!! I m very upset with what u did last night
me : what ?
? : i dont know u all and u always abuse me mostly triple s and RJ(RG).
Me : sorry i think u got us wrong?
? : no i m the same dog who always sit on the sand near to ur stairs and i know u all abuse me. but why?
me : sorry! but its not u they are human but they are like dogs
dog: i will tell u one thing dogs are much better than the ppl u r talking
we r relieble and trustworthy. aren't we?
abbe uth!!! 9 baj gaye somi called me. ohh it was just a dream!! I rushed for getting ready for class but the dog's question slicked in my mind and finally I decide to apologise to dog
I will go and say sorry to dog but my readers plz try to don't hurt the "shant kutta " for some z grade human I can't find any worst word for them because alphabets ends up on Z.

Mann hai

chamchamati roshni me kho jane ka mann hai,

samndar ke bawandar me doob jaane ka mann hai,

seep se moti chunne ka, khadano se hira dhondane ka,

andhero me kho jane ka, ajubo ko janne ka,

rahasyo ko suljhane ka mann hai

ek naya asma pane ka, ek nayi dharti basane ka mann hai

apno ke ho jane ka, sapno me kho jane ka

ek nayi duniya me jine ka, navras ko har pal pine ka

asma ke upar jane ka aur usko jami par lane ka

ghanghor biyawan me sone ka, nadiya ke sang bahne ka

suraj ke har ark ko sametne ka mann hai

barf ki tajgi ko, pani ki chanchalta ko ,

pahado ki khamoshi ko pane ka mann hai,

najuk bulbulo ko hatho main chupane ka ,

pani me chap-chap bajane ka mann hai,

jis aachal me simte ye sab kuch,

us aachal ko apne banane ka mann hai..

bite ja rahe hai....

sukhe pade ped se tapak rahi hai bunde is tarah

mano barso bad use ansu bhane ko mila hai

hariyali kabhi uske sath atkheliya karti thi

ye virana na jane kis gustakhi ka sila hai

pahadi par chanchanati hui ye bunde

puchti hai batado ki kis bat ka gila hai

garjte hue ye badal kah rahe hai tumse

bahado jo sagar sa dukh dil me bhara hai

mita do fasle jo bad rahe hai khaiyo se

chup rahne se kya kabhi kuch suljha hai

intjar kiska hai mita do ye shikawe

ke barkha ke din bhi beete ja rahe hai.

Wo Chehra

Nakabo ki duniya me rahte hai ham to

Asli chehro ki pahchan hame kaha,

wo jo diwaro se jhakta hai ek mukhada,

use hi bas apna samjh bethe the,

chhune gaye to tuta bharam sara,

kis chij par hak jatane chale the,

wo to kabhi tha hi nahi hamara,

jiske sahare ham tanha chal pade the......

my pleasure

Its 12.43 I was alone dark night, lonely road, pin drop silence but the saye saye of zhingur and barking of dog coming very clearly in my ears. I heard foot stapes, I turned but no body was there I laughed at myself and again start walking. I was walking on the stairs , I felt someone followed me ,again I turned and found no one.I ran away from there ,enter in house and bolt the door. You must be wondering what I was doing on the road in night. Don't worry our caring miss pink will never allow me to go alone after 9. The road is just a way from our media lab to hostel actually nothing happened that night.
Confuse why I wrote this all here? Very simple reason I was getting bored so I decided to write a blog so that others can feel the pleasure of getting bored while reading my blog.

Thanks a lot to read and gave me pleasure.

step into another world..

Welcome….. I always wrote this word in my rangoli, which I draw during diwali. I m again writing the word "welcome” this time not for greeting guest and prosperity in my house but for inviting myself to step up in the new kind of world, where only work is worshiped nothing else. This is my first Diwali without new dress, without gulab Jamun, without the enthusiasm of celebrating a festival like diwali and without seeing a single person of my family. I had never celebrated diwali without scolding of my mom but this diwali it was something more embarrassing happened, I entered in the real world where I always want to be, but actually not. Without seeing the love in mamma's eyes, without collecting the money from elders, without making sweets for guest, without going out with friends.....I have long list without those still I m breathing ,and “prana” is left my body but I start realizing something oh!! My god, "I m not a child,I m 21 year old". Now, I start try to understand meaning of the word "responsibility”. Its very heavy word and I think a person weigh 50 kg can't bear this, so finally I decide to first start thinking on "TECHNIQUE TO INCREASE MY WEIGHT".